YES, I did what I know I was not supposed to do.
I fell for a straight guy-- yet again.
I know. I have been through this a number of times (actually too many to mention) but every time I do, it always feels like the first time. The pain never diminishes nor have I learned my lesson. Stupid of me, I know, but what can I do, I really do love him?
I also am aware I am not the only one who have been through the same ordeal. I am also aware that you know how it feels like to be cursed with unrequited love. I am also aware that we know there is really nothing we can do when faced with this situation.
Like a bitter pill, we just have to swallow the fact that we can never be. For just like before, I know, I will be able to move on.
And I believe that someday, somehow, the one will come knocking on my door-- probably blaming the bottleneck traffic at EDSA for being late.
Until then, let the pain consume me. I'll take it all in.
on the first night he slept
3 days ago